Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Lament for innocence

From tasting lifes first breath
Suckle my mothers milk
I am already shackled
A soul born unto life
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First lesson learned; I must live
To see what makes the world
Escape to beyond these walls
Break free from these shackles
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I take my first steps outside
Sunlight caressing me
Sweat trickles upon my brow
I have now tasted life
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Never could have imagined
That wonders such as this
I was kept shielded from
By walls I was born with
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I grow weary of walking
There is so much of life
That I’ve yet to uncover
Time fleeting, I must run
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I see even more of life!
though they are but glimpses
i lust, i long to see more!
Like squall i must make haste
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Everything turned to blurs
I can barely make out
Though I know inside, it’s life
My legs tire and feet stumble
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I tumble, kiss the rubble
The dust gets in my eyes
Blood from brow, creeps onto lips
So I taste life once again
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Though feeling broken and pained
Life can never stagnate
This hunger inside drives me
I’ll stand up and walk on
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What will become of me now?
For the road has ended
I can never run again
For this valley I face
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Looking up to the heavens
I hunger once again
This sky that stands before me
I shall go beyond it
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I see no path, no leeway
To this endless expanse
It tempts me, smirks at me
Sapphire haze, I’ll reach you
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With all of my strength, I leap
A little, I come close
Arms stretched as far as it can
I come close, now I fall
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Momentary high vanished
Now perpetual decent,
Fear and despair consume me
I taste life, now transient
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Guilt, the last taste in my mouth
I wish to see every brick
Erase footprints walking from
The walls that sheltered me
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Its that which can’t be reclaimed
At the end of my fall
I never lost my shackles
My last taste of life
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-graydarksoul-